I was the west
once. I was paradise.
My beauty ruined me: the old
excuse. Perhaps
if I was rich, remote
or fine—but paradise
is always just
too close, too coarse.
Men made me;
though in memory they seem
more steel than
flesh, more copper
than intelligence or whim, ambition, will—
what makes men anyway? Always
groaning on the far end
of some lever, sharpening some blade.
If I were farther, Jupiter
or Babylon, the ocean
bottom, I
might have been a story. Stories never ruined anybody.
But paradise is always only
close enough, just
west, the next, the next, the sun
halved every evening on the same line of
the poem, the poem itself
a minute in the history of minutes. Then
decorative and north,
unstoried, white. And after that pure
thoroughfare. My signs are written twice.
Dan Chiasson is the author of three books of poetry, most recently Where’s the Moon, There’s the Moon (Knopf, 2010). He is also a widely published literary critic and the author of One Kind of Everything: Poem and Person in Contemporary America. (updated 6/2010)