Essays
Danielle Mckinney, Lost in Translation (detail), featured in AGNI 103
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If Knowledge Is a Splintering
In the beginning there must have been a word, though what it was I can’t recall. An introduction. Some pleasantry, banal. In the beginning was a word—and then another, and another. We talked and talked and talked.
The Invisible Belt
She always came to our house as the New Year approached. Alone—she never brought her daughters with her.
Mythologizing Disaster
The landscape is legend, each valley and hill the stuff of myth. Here, below the tombs that honeycomb the cliffs of Lycia’s second-largest city, Pinara, says the Iliad, roamed the raging Chimaera, “a bane to many men.” There, in the port city of Patara, Santa Claus, or Saint Nicholas of Myra, was born.
Details of a War: Gaza, October 2024 - February 2025
On the 6th of October—after almost a year of war—tanks surround Jabalia camp for the second time, attacking hospitals and preventing anyone from entering or leaving. People flood into our area laden with belongings, barrels of water, crates of food and drink, blankets and mattresses.
To Be in a Time of War
If verb tense is language committing to time, it’s as though she’s refusing to commit to time. She has entered, instead, an elemental state, a kind of threshold space vibrating with emotion.
Rats
It’s difficult, impossible really, to live on acreage in a rural place and draw a firm line. This side: orderly, civilized, tidy, clean. That side: the wilderness. Some days, you mow the patch of lawn in front of the woods, admire its smoothness, its edge of sweet clover left for the bees.
Notes on Writing about Sexual Violence
An essay published as part of The Ferrante Project.
“It feels as though, because I am female, I was born into this language and psychology; as a woman and a writer, I am a grievance waiting to be heard and endured. . . . By writing about my assault, I confirm the most inarguably authentic position of the not-male, and also the not-white: the pained, the wounded, the helpless, the small.”
From the Archive
Daisies: An Observation
Message from Room 101
In the mornings we find dead beetles scattered under the streetlights and windows, thirty, fifty, nobody’s counting, three or four or five on the kitchen floor, brought in by the cats to toy with for those few minutes before they’re too weak to be any fun.